Thursday, June 09, 2016

Community notice.

I am tired and emotional and that's without the gin.

I hate this election and all who rode in on it.

They're all liars.

I am going to be a great grandmother.

And not one of the fucking family including the mother to be has bothered to tell me.

I lost a son, my granddaughters were taken away and now another child will never know who I am.

And they are a fucking God loving Heaven is ours sanctimonious Christian family.

Sometimes it's a pleasure to be a Pagan.


R.H. said...

I know you dance naked under the moon at night, but didn't know that's what pagans do.

Elephant's Child said...

OFTEN it is a pleasure to be pagan.

JahTeh said...

Robbert, are you crazy? Last month there were two full moons, I'd have frozen to death. Only in Summer do I celebrate the Earth Goddess, in Winter I hibernate as a good pagan should.

EC, another follower of the moon dance although in your case you do it with flowers.
To ad injury to insult the Stepfather has announced the coming birth in his campaign to be elected to Parliament as a Family First candidate. The things I know about that family wouldn't get them elected to guard the gates of Hell.

R.H. said...

Do nothing. Time (age, maturity) make a change in people. She probably anticipates your disapproval right now. Eventually it'll all come right.

River said...

Perhaps one day, this future child, will walk away from his/her family and knock on your door to welcome you with open arms.

JahTeh said...

This is the one thing I don't understand. She was the one closest to me, the one who always wanted to know about her father and what he was like. She knows there'd be no disapproval from me just support.
Perhaps it's time I drew a line across the past and moved on because it hurts too damn much.

R.H. said...

If it's nor fear of disapproval then maybe it's shame. The times I've been ashamed of messing up have been when people I cared about might hear of it.

Ann ODyne said...

darling Coppy, fret not. You are above all this, a superior being in every way. Your blog will always be online - the internet is FOREVER and eventually, at least, that girl will read it and see that you are loved and worth loving, wondrous and admired, for everything you put here. my dear pal Felicity [in her 80's] always says 'take a deep breath and surge forward'. Your readers will surge forward with you as you endure. x x x